quotes part3

I would like to think we can be a hundred different people in one lifetime. But maybe once you've changed, there's a piece that stays that way forever... until, eventually, you can not reme,ber who you were in the first place. -- Jodi Picoult

Change is a funny thing... We are never quite sure what we are becoming or even why. Then one day we look at ourselves and wonder who we are and how we got that way. Only one thing about change remains constant... it is always painful.

quotes part2

"In nineteen minutes, you can mow the front lawn; color your hair; watch a third of a hockey game. In nineteen minutes, you can bake scones or get a tooth filled by a dentist; you can fold laundry for a family of five. In nineteen minutes, you can stop the world; or you can just jump off it. " -- "Nineteen Minutes" by Jodi Picoult

*just cos i love making lists*

a list of songs id love to see live:
1. Kryptonite by 3 doors down -- check!
2. Pushing m away by Linkin Park -- check
3. Unbeautiful by Lesley Roy
4. Dakota by Stereophonics -- check
5. If everyone cared by Nickelback
6. Four to the floor by Starsailor
7. Black roses red by Alana Grace
8. Stab my back by All-american rejects
9. Hold the door by Armour for sleep
10. Burn baby burn by Ash
11. Drops of jupiter by Train
12. Ordinary by Train
13. Blow by Atreyu
14. Falling down by Atreyu
15. Dear God by Avenged Sevenfold
16. I am who i am by Ben's brother
17. Wishing well by Ben Moody
18. Machines by Biffy Clyro -- check
19. Full Moon by Black ghosts
20. Blind Man by Black Stone Cherry
21. Hate me by Blue October
22. Follow Me by Breaking Benjamins
23. Cannonball by Damien Rice
24. So Long sweet summer by Dashboard Confessional
25. What I Want by Daughtry
26. I will follow you into the dark by Death cab for cutie
27. Isobel by dido
28. Don't leave home by dido
29. My Immortal by Evanescence
30. almost lover by Fine Frenzy
31. Home by foo fighters
32. Statues by foo fighters
33. Slip out the back by Fort Minor
34. disappear by hoobastank
35. Earth to bella part 1 by Incubus
36. Between the minds by Jack Savoretti
37. 99 problems by Jay-z -- check
38. Pain by Jimmy eat world
39. again by Lenny Kravitz
40. Hanging by the moment by Lifehouse
41. with you by Linkin Park
42. can't catch tomorrow by lostprophets
43. harder to breathe - maroon 5 -- check
44. If i never see your face again by maroon 2 -- check
45. time is running out by muse
46. famous last words by my chemical romance
47. always love by nada surf
48. decode by paramore
49. blurry by puddle of mudd
50. all the right friends by r.e.m.
51. scar tissue by red hot chilli peppers
52. as i choke by ross copperman
53. it's not over by secondhand serenade
54. gasoline by seether -- check
55. broken by seether -- check
56. its been awhile by staind -- check
57. fake it by seether -- check
58. take my hand by simple plan
59. the bartender and the thief by stereophonics -- check
60. pain by three days grace
61. gone forever by three days grace
62. i hate everything about you by three days grace
63. away from the sun by 3 doors down -- check
64. when im gone by 3 doors down -- check
65. from yesterday by 30 seconds to mars
66. was it a dream by 30 seconds to mars

i'm not quite sure how to breathe without you here.i'm not quite sure if I'm ready to say goodbye to all we were... be with me... stay with me... just for now... let the time decide when i won't need you... my hand searches for your hand in a dark room. i can't find you... help me... are you looking for me? can i feel any more... lie to me, i'm fading i can't drop you... tell me i don't need you... my hand searches for your hand in a dark room. i can't find you... help me... are you looking for me? ...etch this into my brain for me... tell me how its supposed to be... where everything will go and how i'll be without you by my side... my hand searches for your hand... in a dark room. i can't find you... help me... are you looking for me??

quotes part1

See, guys freak out. They hit critical mass and blast nuclear, white-hot anger out over the world like walking flame throwers. But girls freak in. They absorb the pain and bitterness and keep right on sponging it up until they drown. Maybe that’s why nobody’s real worried about girls going off and wreaking havoc. It’s not that the seething hatred and need for revenge isn’t there, hell no. It’s just that instead of erupting and annihilating our tormentors, we destroy ourselves instead.--- Leftovers by Lauren Wiess

the new year has arrived and i have nothing interesting to say... no really!! NOTHING!! took my xmas decs down today, had a fight with our xmas tree--she didnt want to give me the xmas lights back :O so we fought and i kicked her and suddenly she was on the floor in two pieces!! have no idea how did that happen--i never thought i was that strong! :O maybe i am a superhero afterall!! although i never wanted to be superstrenght! superspeed would be nice! so i could escape any time id like to! time travelling would be even better!! and then id go back to Jane Austen days and stay there forever! i DO think id be much happier there! always thought i was born waaay to late for my liking...for some reason living back in 19th century looks way simpler! no rush, no rat-races...just the "you have to get merried" is not to my liking! id be more like jane austen or her sister cassandra--single forever...and happy!
ok, so few things ha changed-- some friends fell in love (yuck ;), some friends are at the starting point... again. and im still here, going strong...? well, im not so sure about that.. maybe its just a new years blues but ive been thinking a lot lately... and that is never good! ovethinking things is my speciality. and usually it would be ok, but strangely ill always end up in a dark deep place where i can't see the light anymore! thats why i tend to go with the flow.
will this year be better than 2008? we shall see...