the new year has arrived and i have nothing interesting to say... no really!! NOTHING!! took my xmas decs down today, had a fight with our xmas tree--she didnt want to give me the xmas lights back :O so we fought and i kicked her and suddenly she was on the floor in two pieces!! have no idea how did that happen--i never thought i was that strong! :O maybe i am a superhero afterall!! although i never wanted to be superstrenght! superspeed would be nice! so i could escape any time id like to! time travelling would be even better!! and then id go back to Jane Austen days and stay there forever! i DO think id be much happier there! always thought i was born waaay to late for my liking...for some reason living back in 19th century looks way simpler! no rush, no rat-races...just the "you have to get merried" is not to my liking! id be more like jane austen or her sister cassandra--single forever...and happy!
ok, so few things ha changed-- some friends fell in love (yuck ;), some friends are at the starting point... again. and im still here, going strong...? well, im not so sure about that.. maybe its just a new years blues but ive been thinking a lot lately... and that is never good! ovethinking things is my speciality. and usually it would be ok, but strangely ill always end up in a dark deep place where i can't see the light anymore! thats why i tend to go with the flow.
will this year be better than 2008? we shall see...

New Year resolutions

i dont really know where to start... i used to have a blog...years ago, then started to write a diary, wanted to do it more "private"... well, self-discipline is not my strongest thing ;) lately ive been thinking why do i get obssessed so easily... i mean it really is easy for me... in september it was Heroes... i watched both seasons in three days--yes, i have NO social life ;) before that it was Lost... one obsession always stays thou--Linkin Park. its been like that for ageeeees now. i find my life to be more... interesting when obsessing about something... not someone!!mind you... i am no stalker, nor i will ever be....i think im too lazy for that. looks like the obssesing is my way of escaping my boring normo life... anyways, the year is ending, and i decided to do something with my life... i want it to be more exciting, i wanna try things i never did before. i had a good start. this year was all about doing things from my list--the list of things to do before im 25. and i must say i succeded! i ticked going to Projekt Revolution--luckily this was the year of first PR in UK--saved me loooooooad of money ;) i got my first tattoo. i made a total retard out of myself--and didnt get embarrassed :D it was a very succesfull year. but moving on-- 2009 will be all about doing things i have never done before. for starters i promised one of my friends we will go to a concert every month. sterting Jan 22nd with Staind + Seether :D thats all i have for now... willl try to come up with some other things later, after all i still have few months ;)