the new year has arrived and i have nothing interesting to say... no really!! NOTHING!! took my xmas decs down today, had a fight with our xmas tree--she didnt want to give me the xmas lights back :O so we fought and i kicked her and suddenly she was on the floor in two pieces!! have no idea how did that happen--i never thought i was that strong! :O maybe i am a superhero afterall!! although i never wanted to be superstrenght! superspeed would be nice! so i could escape any time id like to! time travelling would be even better!! and then id go back to Jane Austen days and stay there forever! i DO think id be much happier there! always thought i was born waaay to late for my liking...for some reason living back in 19th century looks way simpler! no rush, no rat-races...just the "you have to get merried" is not to my liking! id be more like jane austen or her sister cassandra--single forever...and happy!
ok, so few things ha changed-- some friends fell in love (yuck ;), some friends are at the starting point... again. and im still here, going strong...? well, im not so sure about that.. maybe its just a new years blues but ive been thinking a lot lately... and that is never good! ovethinking things is my speciality. and usually it would be ok, but strangely ill always end up in a dark deep place where i can't see the light anymore! thats why i tend to go with the flow.
will this year be better than 2008? we shall see...