i had a very nice relaxing weekend, well right after i managed to come back to Earth after fridays night. for those of you who dont know, this is what happened friday night:

i went to a gig with Lynne - gigwhoring in full blow!. Madina Lake, oh well ;) as usual we started with our fave Strawberry Cider at the corner pub with Barry the Ant *after months of regular going there i still dont know the name of that pub. for me it will always be Barry the Ant pub* so we had fun discussing our coming trip to Knebworth, and deciding if we really want to take a can of helium with us. yes thats right A CAN OF HELIUM! hee hee to explain - we wanna be noticed by the linkins this time around. glowsicks and light up balloons are almost packed. and what better way to get noticed than sawing glowsticks onto your top and holding helium filled light up balloons during the gig?? exactly! thats why we want to take helium with us. see the problem is the security might not let us in with the balloons. so we decided we will try to sneak a can of helium into the venue.
at the secrity bag chack:
security guy: can you open your bag for security check?
kate: sure
*opens her bag.
security guy noticing the can of helium takes it out*
security guy: whats that???
kate: oh, thats just a can of helium. is that not allowed??
mwahahahahahaa
yeah, that might not work... but im sure we will come up with something equally brilliant by August. so we had two brothers each. *brothers is a make of strawberry cider, just so you wont think we are sluts or something.*
*kinda wishes I had those two OTHER brothers before the gig*
anyways, two brothers each, few hours of laughing, talking crap and making people give us dirty looks later we stood up and went to the bathrooms on our way out. there we got a life lesson from a totally wasted teacher who was nice enough to share her toilet paper with us. and that was when i noticed i left my jacket at the table. and my umbrella, but because its considered as a weapon, i decided to leave it anyways. umbrella, not my jacket! went back to grab the jacket, halfway down the stairs, a guy from another table shouts:"hey you left your umbrella" lynne:"oh, no we dont want it anymore. its lethal" hee hee we walked to the venue, went throught security check
security guy: can you open your bag for security ckeck?
kate: sure
security guy: im sorry, ill have to take that bottle of water away
kate: oh, thats ok, i doubt ill be needing it anyways
security guy:oh, whats that??
kate: thats my book
security guy: you brought a BOOK to a concert?
kate: yes
*security guy looks really confused*
kate: what if its boring??
security guy: its dark inside, you know
kate: duuurrr, its not my first gig, you know! i have a flashlight built in my mobile. :D

that really happened!!
and then we were in! the most sweaty and smelly gig we have ever been to, we laughted at all the teeny fans, tried to pop the floating balloons *courtesy of Madina Lake* and had two more drinks. on our way home, we stopped by a pizza place, played "1,2,3 he is yours" while waiting, Lynne became a reason one couple probably split up few hours later. we boarded the tram home and was asked to leave. mean mean people. when i arrived in my town i was still jolly and very chatty. started to walk home ignoring the little voice in my head shouting:"get a taxi!! get a TAXI!!". halfway there guess who i see?? my old flame, teh boy next door. havent seen him in aggges now, so obviously stopped and chatted a little bit.he was with 3 of his friends ive never met before, and before i knew it, i agreed to go out with them. right there, right now. they were on their way to anothers friend bday party, and i thought to myself:"hhmmmm im not tired, and i want to catch up with Ryan. this might be fun" we got there, house full of people i dont know, but hey, give me a drink and im miss chatterbox! so after two more beers, i sat down on a chair and just talked to teh person sitting next to me. unlucky for me, that was the birthday boy. unlucky, not cos he was the bday boy, but cos the minute i sat down someone shouted "tequila shots!!" and obviously all bday shots have to start with bday boy. the shot glass was passed over to me one to many times. yes, i can say that, cos i do remember biting on my 5th lemon... and then waking up in my room 5 hours later. no idea how did i get back home. im assuming it must have been ryan, cos no one else knew me there.
saturday was filled with spacing out and pretending im doing things. i even had problems concentrating on Xman and CSI NY, and i luuurrrvvvveee that stuff!! and today just been really good. relaxing, reading, gardening, burning bacon... you know normo stuff ;)

good times!!

todays conversation while planting Lillies of the valley in the front garden

Kate: So are we gonna plant them all aroung the tree?
Greg: Well, i was just thinking about planting them in front of the tree. we dont really need them at the back, do we?
Kate: But if you'll only plant them in front, then the back of the tree will be sad and jealous and it might get cross?
Greg*looking confused*: care to explain??
Kate: well, imagine next spring, when the front of this tree has those bautiful flowers growing, the back will just be there, at the back*like that is not enough to be mad about!!*, and it will be like "nice, they planted all those lovely smelling flower out there, and nothing wants to grow here, im so lonely and stinky"
Greg: *backs away* so you think by not planting any flowers at the back, we will hurt backs feelings?
Kate: yes
Greg: you think back has feelings??
Kate: well, your back hurts sometimes!!
Greg: you're weird!
Kate: you say it like its a bad thing.
Greg: have i told you lately that i think you are special?
Kate: really?? awwwww
Greg: now give me that spade. lets dig some holes and plant some Lillies.
*Greg digs hole all over the front of the tree.*
Kate: so, you are NOT planing Lillies at the back??
Greg: *laughs* NO!
Kate: the back will have its revenge soon! you'll see!

20 minutes later
*Greg walks in with his hand on his back*
Kate: what did you do?
Greg: i think ive pulled a muscle
Kate: HA!
Greg: stop being mean and show me some sympathy.
Kate: well, im sorry, but i cant! i dont want back to be cross with me to.
*walks away*
Kate: oh, and I TOLD YOU SO!!! mwahahahaha

i always thought that when you reach a certain age it all will be clear, my whole life will be sorted and decided and id be happy to stick with the decisions i've made. guess what? its all a bullshit! nothing is ever certain and even at my age you are still somewhere in the woods with no path to take. i know, i know, that sounds kinda emo-ish, so just to calm you down, im not feeling emo at all today. in fact i have a feeling this week will be a happy week. there is lots planned and i welcome surprises. yes, thats right, me, Miss Routine will welcome all surprises this week. why? well, its partly because of what happened yesterday. a epiphany! i realized that we are learning something every day. and thou it might sounds like what happened yesterday was very insignificant, it gave me a great pleasure! ill have all of you know, that yesterday i learned that there is a difference between sawing buttons onto a shirt and coat :O and i also DID try sawing buttons 'the new way'. surprisingly it gave me a little bit of accomplishment. after i felt that wonderful taste, i wanted to keep it for a bit longer... and then i got distracted by a text from a special person. was hoping the person would text me, was wishing it for few good days now. i think i wished it to happen... maybe i have magic powers? hee hee it happens all the time, see. will power wishing. usually it shows in a small ways - rain will stop raining just as i have to go outside; a person in front of me will change their orders, so i can have the last piece of cheesecake; ill be thinking about someone, and few minutes later that person will call/text me. it might be just a coincidence... or maybe not. anyways, something worked, and the said person did text me - yey. we exchanged more than few texts and it felt good. like the old times. we used to text all the time, for weeks, with breaks only for beauty sleep. hopefully we will keep texting and calling. i miss the old times :( i thought i was moving on, made my piece with everything what happened; i thought... i was wrong. the happiness that filled me while seeing the said persons name on my phone under "1 new message" told me everything. i suck!! why? because i cant move on! a similar thing happened last week when i got an email of a long lost friend. seems like i just cant move on, im stuck in the past, and i secretly like it.
all those emotions i experienced yesterday made me think this is going to be a great week. i went to bed with a smile on my face *listening to Linkin Park live from Manchester helped too*. pouring rain walked me up this morning, way to early, but it didnt ruin my happiness :D my normal good mood ruiner - school run - didnt work this time either! im happy happy happy!!
ok, enough babbling. time to do somethng constructive and important! ha ha

i haz a massife proud!! i just changed my hair colour! not only did i go in a totally different colour, but i also did it all by myself! yup, thats right! i coloured my hair on my own, and it looks bloody brilliant! i did had a scare about half way throught. is it just me, or does it happen to everyone? when I have your hair dye on about halfway throught the required time i always start to think "or maybe they will all fall out and ill be bold!??? OMG! what the hell am i doing?? i dont wanna be bold" *sob sob*" yup, happenes every single time! and i do colour my hair quite often. looks like some things never chnange :d good, im not so fond of changes lately. i do love being brunette! it supposed to be chocolate brown, it kinda turned out a bit lighter, but great... i think chocolate brown would be a tad too dark... thou darker hair might suit me, being pale and all... thou i never wanted to go black, way too emo for me. thou i think i might be turning emo. im sitting here, hungry as f*ck, but i am way to lazy to go to kitchen and get something to eat. im so lazy ill starve myself. ill die of starvtion cos of my lazy ass :O oh well...
woop just got a *golden star* for doing my hair on my own!!
im all grown up, now!! i went to the movies alone yesterday! second time in my entire life, and now this?? i think i might be ready to go into the big bad world!! it was a song, if im not mistaken! "big bad world". damn, who was it? some tiny little girl sang it ageees ago... with curly hair... "im a big big girl, in a big bad world..." or something... anyways!!
i wanted to book late time before premiere screening of "xman origins: wolverine". got an email from my local cinema few days ago, announcing they will have a special screening of "wolvering" on a tue *it goes public here, wed 29th* at 10.30pm *please arrive before 10pm* wooooop instantly i got this picture of a late night cinema filled with hunky mens, and im the only girl there. and obviously there are drinks before the movie, so they can chat me up and few of them even have tattoos, and they are all really funny, and there are even few gay couples... oh, that was a great dream!! yes, a dream. wanted to book the ticket today, and was told they are sold out! SOLD OUT!!! nooooooooooooooooooooooooooo a little part of me died in an instant! :( and i will never be the same again! my dream has been flying high up in teh sky,a nd then was shot down like a por duck, and when teh hunter found his victim, instead of picking me up, he kicked me and stab my heart with a qTip.
so now i have to wait til wed, 8.40pm to see the gorgous Hugh running nakkid! boo *orgasmic too!!* oh i cant wait!!! and i managed to convince my fellow gigwhore to see The Blackout +Hollywood Undead next month :D woop woop!!

im kinda bored today, its a sunday and ive been up since half 7... which is very unusual, cos, as a typics Leo, i can sleep 23 hours a day. apparently thats what we do, Leo's that is, sleep 23 hours and then the last one is spend on a quest for food, or sex. true that! food is very important in Leo's life :D and we don't share food. Just like Joey. well, i can share puddings, if that counts for something. ive never been to hot for sweet stuff, yes i like it, but i don't HAVE to eat it. totally different story with meat. That is why i never even thought about being a veggie. Thats a lie, actually. I did thought about it for like 5 minutes and then decided i could never do that. i have a very close relationship with meat. I think i would sell half of my family in exchange for food. iIthink i might be fat later on in life ;) see, ive just spend the last five minutes talking about meat; how can i not love it? anyways, moving on, one thing i dont like is the inside of a muffin. seriously, i think the best part of a muffin is the crispy top. and that is the bit i always eat. the rest is just guilt eating, really. guilt how, you'd ask? well, if i eat the top and the rest is just there on my plate, ill look down, see this poor poor hedless thing, all sad and well, headless, and ill eat it just to end its misery. and that is my friend a guilt eating. i dont want to do it, but i have to. and that is why i usually do not buy muffins. now, its even more complicated if a muffin was a gift. i have to eat it beacause:
1. its looks so sad headless
2. i don't want to hurt the feeling of a person who bought it for me. *now, if yo really know me you wuld never buy a muffin for me- a pack of skittles-mmmmmm, a doughnut -- mmmmm, chip choc cookie -- double mmm.*
now normo person would just leave the muffin and forget about it, but me, being so nice and not wanting to hurt a strangers feeling, would have to eat that damn muffin. sadly, id loath every bite of it. yes, its sick. yes, its twisted. but then it all makes sense!

I want to go to a car boot sale. well, a car boot sale where i can buy books. it doesnt have to be a car boot sale, really. i just want to buy books. i feel this internal craving for new books. lack of book room in my bedroom aside. i might need some book shelf/book storage solution pretty soon. im running out of space. there is no space underneath my bed, my shelves are all taken and now my widowsills are full to... but i still want books :D and a new gig. need to sort out that Nickelback/Black Stone Cherry thing this week. are we going?? are we skipping it? to be honest i really don't feel like seeing them now. after papa roach it looks like its gonna be totally lame. Blue October, on the otehr hand, its something i can't miss. another thing on my lists to do. can i start getting organized for Sonisphere now? or maybe i should at least wait when we hit double number to the date?? ;) oh, the thought of going away to listen to great music for 2 whole days!! *claps and squuueeeels*-- which as i just been told today, people think sound totally twisted and evil! :O i was always going for a little condescending sounding laugh. maybe i had it all wrong? :s time to get a move on. lets go to facebook ;)

woop woop, im down with the kids, im hip, im all about rock and roll....

it took me like an hour, but you know i did it!! i has a serious proud right now. being a slight pc retard, i am very proud to say that as of right now, i have a visitors count here!!

told you im hip!! ;)

I went to see Papa Roach last thursday, as a part of my gigwhoring year, and i must say it ws by a mile my 3rd best gig ever! *first two being of course my two LP gigs :)*
It was way beyond awesome! they played all the bet songs, obviously, and 5 from the new cd; they had the great LP-type energy onstage and the whole crowd was MENTAL! we were stood about 5 rows from the front and the whole in front of us was a mosh pit. During "forever" , which is one of my fave Papa Roach songs, you coudnt even hear Jacoby sing -- it was that loud! to top that i got a t-shirt i really badly wanted -white one with the new cd cover on it. they didnt have it inside, but i did found it outside ;)gotta love them guys ;) and the freaking cherry on this huge wonderful cake was very unexpected, yet totally hoped for live version of "I almost told you that i love you". I love that song, but its not a single and its on a new cd, so i only wished for it not expecting hearing it. and just when all my hope was gone, they came back onstage for the encore, played "scars" *SQUEEEEEEE* and went right into "i almost told you that i love you"!! just imagine my surprise and total happiness!! it was fucking brilliant!
thoughout the evening Jacoby joked and talked a lot - and thats what i like!! and also... he blew kisses to all of us - yes, he actually used the frase "I'm blowing you all a kiss" more than 5 time :D how cool is that? huge, slightly emo-looking tattooed guy using word "kisses" hee hee almost made me pee ;) right before"hollywood whore" Jacoby gave a little speach about how he "is sick of all the fakes in Holywood" and he actually used teh word TWAT... now i didnt even know the americans knew the word twat which made it even more funny :D
the gig was on th 16th anniversary of forming Papa Roach -kinda made me want to sing Happy Anniversary:) i didnt, thou!
I know the guys brought their whole families to Europe with them *read that on papa roach message board* and i really wanted to see Little Roaches, but sadly there were nowhere to be seen :(



here's the link for "twat speach" :D
http://www.facebook.com/ext/share.php?sid=85692368487&h=zim8T&u=n_qz7&ref=nf